My friend and I were in similar situations. We both were in long distance, sort of relationships. We both went away a lot on weekends. We both gave a lot to the other person and expected a lot back. We both fell in love quickly and insanely. The only difference is, now her relationship is now falling apart while mine is still going strong.
She’s having a rough time and I can’t help but simultaneously be afraid and empathetic and sad. And the worst part is, she is everything any guy would want. She’s gorgeous and a wonderful singer and a good person and interesting and fun. If a guy can tire of her, what hope is there for me? Only the hope that I’ll find someone who will take me for me, ordinary, kind of cute, slightly bonkers me.
I also had to avoid talking about visiting you during our usual Thursday night Greys Anatomy hangout tonight. I’m so excited to see you that I can’t hold it in (I squealed in the car tonight with my other friend). The next seven days better go by fast. I need you.
